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    You entered: Jane Lenorr Arnell Rekas

    There are 21 letters in your name.
    Those 21 letters total to 93
    There are 8 vowels and 13 consonants in your name.
     
    What your first name means:

    Hebrew Female Gift from God.
    English Female Jehovah has been gracious. A Feminine form of John. Variant of Joan. From the Old French Jehane. Famous Bearers: British novelist Jane Austen (1775-1817) and American actress Jayne Mansfield (1932-67).

    Your number is: 3

    The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living.

    The expression or destiny for #3:
    An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire others. It is your role in life to inspire and motivate; to raise the spirits of those around you.

    The negative side of number 3 Expression is superficiality. You may tend to scatter your forces and simply be too easygoing. It is advisable for the negative 3 to avoid dwelling on trivial matters, especially gossip.

    Your Soul Urge number is: 11

    A Soul Urge number of 11 means:
    With the 11 Soul Urge, much of your thinking and interests relate to the abstract, the spiritual, and utopian dreams. You are motivated toward idealistic concepts, and the sharing of your ideas and concepts with humanity. This number is not one that is giving in a material or a practical sense, but rather one who desires to help mankind with a more abstract commodity such as religion, spiritualism, occult studies, or even psychic abilities.

    If you possess the positive 11 Soul Urge traits, you have a dream of the perfect world; you are highly idealistic and inspirational. Your inner strength and devotion to your beliefs are extremely strong. You have a very good mind that is especially well equipped to handle the higher, more abstract forms of thought.

    If there is an excess of 11 energy in your makeup, you may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency for the 11 to produce considerable amounts of nervous tension which is bought on by a very high level of awareness. You may be too sensitive and overly emotional. In some cases, these sensitivities and emotions are quite repressed, and this tends to add even more to the sense of nervousness in the makeup.

    The strong 11 is not a very practical person because of the extreme idealism; often, there is a degree of self-deception present. There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong held by those showing strong 11 traits, and with this very often is a resulting attitude of inflexibility.

    Your Inner Dream number is: 1

    An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
    You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.

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    You entered: Jane Arnell Rekas

    There are 15 letters in your name.
    Those 15 letters total to 56
    There are 6 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.
     
    What your first name means:

    Hebrew Female Gift from God.
    English Female Jehovah has been gracious. A Feminine form of John. Variant of Joan. From the Old French Jehane. Famous Bearers: British novelist Jane Austen (1775-1817) and American actress Jayne Mansfield (1932-67).

    Your number is: 11

    The characteristics of #11 are: High spiritual plane, intuitive, illumination, idealist, a dreamer.

    The expression or destiny for #11:
    Your Expression number is 11. The number 11 is the first of the master numbers. It is associated with idealistic concepts and rather spiritual issues. Accordingly, it is a number with potentials that are somewhat more difficult to live up to. You have the capacity to be inspirational, and the ability to lead merely by your own example. An inborn inner strength and awareness can make you an excellent teacher, social worker, philosopher, or advisor. No matter what area of work you pursue, you are very aware and sensitive to the highest sense of your environment. Your intuition is very strong; in fact, many psychic people and those involved in occult studies have the number 11 expression. You possess a good mind with keen analytical ability. Because of this you can probably succeed in most lines of work, however, you will do better and be happier outside of the business world. Oddly enough, even here you generally succeed, owing to your often original and unusual approach. Nonetheless, you are more content working with your ideals, rather than dollars and cents.

    The positive aspect of the number 11 expression is an always idealistic attitude. Your thinking is long term, and you are able to grasp the far-reaching effects of actions and plans. You are disappointed by the shortsighted views of many of your contemporaries. You are deeply concerned and supportive of art, music, or of beauty in any form.

    The negative attitudes associated with the number 11 expression include a continuous sense of nervous tension; you may be too sensitive and temperamental. You tend to dream a lot and may be more of a dreamer than a doer. Fantasy and reality sometimes become intermingled and you are sometimes very impractical. You tend to want to spread the illumination of your knowledge to others irrespective of their desire or need.

    Your Soul Urge number is: 9

    A Soul Urge number of 9 means:
    With a 9 Soul Urge, you want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner. You are highly motivated to give friendship, affection and love. And you are generous in giving of your knowledge and experience. You have very sharing urges, and you are likely to have a great deal to share. Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with a sensitive and compassionate nature.

    You are able to view life in very broad and intuitive terms. You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life. If you are able to fully realize the potential of your motivation, you will be a very self-sacrificing person who is able to give freely without being concerned about any return or reward.

    As with all human beings, you are prone to sometimes express the negative attitudes inherent to your Soul Urges. You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times. There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions. You may resent the idea of giving all of the time and, in fact, if there is too much 9 energy in your nature you may reject the idea. You may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in yourself and others.

    Your Inner Dream number is: 11

    An Inner Dream number of 11 means:
    You dream of casting the light of illumination; of being the true idealist. You secretly believe there is more to life than we can know or prove, and you would like to be provider of the ‘word’ from on high.

  • WEDDING WILL BE TELEVISED (OR AT LEAST VLOGGED)
  • gramma’s opal ~ we’re engaged

    ring

    Greg couldn’t keep it a secret that he wanted to propose on (or near?) Valentine’s Day, because he wanted to choose a ring together.  We might use my grandmother’s ring, which is an opal, which stands for faithfulness.  They were married over 50 years.

    We still have to take it to the jeweler’s to explore getting it resized and or re-set.

     

  • using astrology to choose a wedding date

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    Having a good astrological date is excellent insurance that the caterer shows up, the flowers are perfect, and everything goes as planned. This good day then becomes the marriage chart for the newlyweds– they are off to a good start.

    Good

    • Waxing Moon trine or sextile Sun, Venus, Jupiter, Saturn, or Neptune. Moon conjunct Sun, Venus, Jupiter, Neptune.
    • Venus is strongest in the signs of her rulership and exaltation: Taurus, Libra, Cancer and Pisces.
    • One of the easiest ways to strengthen the chart is to pick a time when Venus or Jupiter is close to the Ascendant, Midheaven or 7th house cusp of the chart. The Midheaven is especially important.
    • Venus (love) trine or sextile Saturn (stability, endurance and tradition). Other planets in easy aspect to Saturn are also good. Sun, Moon, Mercury, Mars, Jupiter.
    • Venus, Sun, Moon, Mercury, or Saturn trine, sextile, conjunct, or opposite Jupiter is lucky, optimistic and bounces back from trouble easily. Mars with Jupiter is especially lucky.
    • Venus conjunct, trine, sextile or opposite Mars supports a healthy sex life.
    • Venus, Sun, Moon, Mercury, Jupiter, or Saturn in easy aspect to Neptune supports compassion and spiritual growth.

    Avoid

    • Venus retrograde
    • Waning or void of course Moon
    • Venus conjunct, square or opposite Saturn. Saturn stabilizes but can be like a wet blanket on Venus. It may work if there are other planets in supportive aspects (trine, sextile) to the conjunction or opposition. You definitely don’t want anything else squaring it.
    • Moon conjunct or square Mars, Saturn, or Pluto.
    • Venus in the signs of her detriment and fall: Scorpio, Aries, Capricorn and Virgo. These signs may work if Venus is very well aspected, strongly placed, and in harmony with both natal charts.
    • Mars under stress (squares, oppositions, some conjunctions) is passionate and sexual, but can also indicate fighting and arguments.
    • Saturn, Uranus, or Mars in an angular house (unless Mars is conjunct Venus).

    Finer points

    • Having the rulers of the 1st and 7th houses in a favorable aspect is good.
    • If you can’t put Venus or Jupiter on an angle, see if you can put the Venus/Jupiter midpoint there.

    Jane and Greg

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    We had our first date 5/24/09.  The Sun was 3 degrees Gemini, and thus in my 6th house approaching my 7th cusp and already in Greg’s 7th house.  Venus was 18 degrees Aries and Mars was 24 degrees Aries.  Both of those were in my 4th house of home and Greg’s 5th house of flirtation.

    First Possible Date

    Sat June 12  06/12/10=10=1

    New Moon Gemini 21 degrees

    • waxing moon
    • Sun in both our 7th
    • moon conjunct sun
    • Venus in Cancer (good placement)
    • Jupiter on MidHeaven
    • Venus sextile Jupiter

  • tentative plans

    Possible Date:
    Sat. June 12, 2010
    in Sedona

    with local reception
    possibly July 4th?

  • Filters

    I have my second week of my new group (STEPPS).  This week involves a questionnaire from the book below about filters.  http://www.schematherapy.com/id202.htm

    Read the list: http://www.schematherapy.com/id73.htm

  • work

    This week I started a new group at work and that day I was the happiest I’ve been in a long time.  It occurred to me, why don’t I remove all the obstacles I can to being happy at work all the time?

    So what are those?  Mainly it’s working 4 days and too late into the evening.  I’m seeing too many clients, wearing myself out.  I don’t know what else.

    I’m too cranky right now.

  • fb dragon hunting

    Awhile back Greg decided to get off FB (due to fearing he was being stalked) and I followed.  We experienced some relief from the addictive quality of all the apps.  Well, speaking for myself, I no longer had to worry that my farmville raspberry patch was dying in the middle of the night.  Seriously.  I really enjoyed the freedom. 

    But then one day, he impulsively got back on.  He and I are both very impulsive people.  I believe I have ADHD, but I don’t think he does.  He just makes some decisions quickly.  So I followed him back on FB.  Initially I said I wouldn’t do the apps. again.  I’ve peeked a few times at farmville, etc. and found them mostly to be lacking

    Until I found fairyland….

    The first few levels are a bit boring, until you start to get the gist of it.  It’s really a complicated, subtle game.  Not only that it has levels, but there are so many extra aspects.  It’s intriguing in the way astrology is to me.  I like puzzles, things that seem to unfold for a long time, things you have to dig into and explore. 

    Fairyland really opened up for me when I realized the meaning of the mushrooms, the Golden Deceiver in particular.  The mushrooms aren’t required to level up. So at first they seemed like a waste of garden time.  But they do repel mice, which eat the food you might have set out for more interesting animals.  Beyond that though, they attract the mythological creatures.

    And with the Golden Deceiver, you can’t go on to the next mushroom until you find a Golden Dragon.  So I discovered that under the wildlife tab, you can see posts from people who have set up their garden to attract each animal.   So the hunt was on.  It was quite frustrating.  Click, click, click.  Until finally, after days, I found my own Golden.

    But back to FB.  It’s pretty much evil.  It’s so addictive, with so little return.

    I post a lot of information.  And for who? why?  I get very little feedback.  So why do I do that?  No one asks for the info.  Usually it’s the latest info. I’m researching for work.  So it’s for me and my clients, I guess. 

    This relates to my human design.  I have defined mental centers but they are disconnected from the rest of my chart.  That means in part I am a projector.  I shouldn’t share info. unless it is requested.  The thought of that makes me even lonelier.  For that is the ultimate feeling here.  I feel lonely.  What would happen if I just shut up.  If I stopped mass emailing 12 step people.  etc. etc.  Would anyone notice I was gone?  So I pick the frutration of little response to the feared emptiness of no info. crossing the bow.  How sad is that?

    Back to Greg and me  and FB.  (and Bobby McGee)…  We spend far too much time on our laptops on this uncomfortable couch in front of a useless tv, not doing creative projects, spiritual pursuits, exercise, talking.  (I wrote fart too much time). 
     
    and I don’t even know if he will read this… oh well, I’m sure we’ll talk.

    P.S. we are gonna get cleaned up and go to Fred’s for groceries, clothes and Joann’s fabrics to make covers for his golf clubs…

  • meetings

    ***warning*** this is going to sound negative

    It’s been a long time since I felt good at meetings.  I started in ACOA in about 1988 or 89.  Then I tried AlAnon (never much care for it).  I loved CoDA when I found that in the early 90s.  I have never got everything I needed from OA, but that’s because I never used a sponsor properly.  CEA-HOW saved my life and truly changed it, but I keep leaving, and I’m currently not going.  I have been to a half dozen other programs I don’t want to touch on here. 

    After an alcohol relapse, I got sober 3/6/01.  I love AA.  But ever since I moved to Hood River, I can’t say that I love the meetings… not one bit.  So I run a CoDA mtg.   But it’s not enough for me.

    So my current thought is to try NA here.  I’ve been a few times.  I’m not a narcotics addict, but they talk about everything, which includes alcohol and could include food. 

    I need a meeting I look forward to going to every week.  I need a “home group.”

  • From Cosmic Hooker

    On December 31, 2009, we have a Blue Moon Lunar Eclipse! This is the most important New Years Eve we have ever been gifted in a long time. It asks us to ‘flash forward’ into the next 2 years to see what we can see. No matter how much you do not believe prophecy from time and earth, it will still affect your energy field and your choices.

    This New Years Eve 2009 create an ‘I AM TEMPLATE’, an energetic road map into the next 2 years. Command the energies into a direction that serves the better good on all levels of your life. Ask the Light/Angels/God/ to release what still pushes your buttons and pulls your strings. Release the pettiness between you and others, the green-eyed energy that sucks your light. Release the anger that drains you of your strength, just keeping it alive. Release the expectations you have of others, as they ride their own horse of a different color.

    The I AM TEMPLATE consists of an eternal circle.
    First, draw the large circle repeating the words ” I LIVE IN A PLACE OF PLENTY.”
    Then, (#2) On the inside of the circle place everything you plan on creating in the next 2 yrs. ALL OF YOUR DREAMS ASPIRATIONS, WANTS, NEEDS, AS WELL AS WHAT YOU WANT FOR THE PLANET.
    Then, (#3) On the outside of the Circle write everything you are CHOOSING to RELEASE. Release all that does not serve your highest good any longer. Be specific in those releases.

    On New Years Eve bless the ‘I AM TEMPLATE’ and then burn it, releasing its ashes like a sacred prayer on smoke.

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    NOT my creation but from a newsletter forwarded to Cosmic Hooker by a dear friend. The Quantum Awakening Newsletter is Created, Channeled, Written, Published and copyrighted with Love by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan