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      The Hagall spread is a tool for revealing the path of spiritual growth in difficult situations. It is a favorite of mystics and those confronting a major life challenge. The Golden Tarot is a modern celebration of late medieval artwork. This deck is the choice of scholars, for it evokes images of elegance amid barbarism, and the light of virtue in dark times. If you would like your own copy of the Golden Tarot, you can buy it now!
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    The card in the middle of the circle represents the core or central issue of the situation. Eight of Swords (Interference), when reversed: Learning a valuable lesson from the unexpected consequences of prior decisions. Narrowly escaping criticism, censure, and the imposition of external restrictions. Focusing on the crux of a problem and freeing oneself from a difficult situation. Coming to grips with a past failure or humiliation and moving on.

    Exactly.

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    The card at the bottom of the circle represents something you did to bring the situation about. Six of Wands (Victory): A sense of honor and satisfaction at the resolution of an important matter. Triumph after great struggle. Jubilation at the hearing of good news. The realization of hopes and desires.

    Honorable sacrifice.

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    The card at the bottom left of the circle represents your beliefs, impressions, or expectations. The Emperor, when reversed: Weakness in character leading to tyranny and abuse of worldly power. Loss of confidence and ambition, coupled with the cold execution of the unthinkable. The inability to carry out plans or command respect. Being unreasonable and prone to fits of rage. A deceiver or demagogue.

    authority

    Click for Details The card at the bottom right of the circle represents the most likely outcome of the situation given present circumstances. Temperance, when reversed: Lack of restraint and self-control. Losing one’s cool. Energies dispersed through conflicts in personal, business, and spiritual matters.
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    The card at the upper left of the circle represents the spiritual history of the situation the things you’ve learned. The Hanged Man, when reversed: Life in suspension. Selfish, materialistic, and untrusting attitudes. Unwillingness to make necessary sacrifices. Going along with the crowd, and refusing to hear the inner voice. Concessions and appeasements that backfire.

    hmmmm…. to trust or not to trust, to concede?

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    The card at the top of the circle represents the spiritual tasks and challenges of the present situation. Three of Swords (Sorrow), when reversed: Unsettling news that helps you to distance yourself from a destructive relationship. Painfully honest communication that needs to take place. Not letting yourself be dragged by your emotions into a negative situation. A trust or confidence betrayed in an attempt to help someone in need. The revelation of a painful truth.

    YEP

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    The card at the upper right of the circle represents the metamorphosis of the spiritual situation, and how your knowledge will evolve. Ten of Cups (Satiety): Fulfillment and joy in life and love. Feeling peace, tranquility, and contentment in friends and family. Taking delight in one’s good fortune.

    happiness will come

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    The card at the left of the lower line represents the person or qualities that will sustain your spiritual journey. Queen of Cups, when reversed: The dark essence of water, such as a deep and foreboding lake: Discomfort with the worlds of mind and matter, leading to a retreat to the spiritual. The embrace of negative relationships, driven by the desperate fear of being alone. Devotion to fantasies and daydreams, to the exclusion of practical skills or the pursuit of knowledge. Insecurity leading to dishonor, vice, and undue susceptibility to outside influences.

    yes, retreat into spiritual

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    The card in the middle of the lower line represents the qualities that you express in this circumstance. Death, when reversed: Stagnation or petrifaction. The refusal to let go of the past. Resistance to change because of fear.

    yesterday I felt this, not so much today… please release fear

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    The card at the right of the lower line represents the person or qualities that will reveal spiritual knowledge. Two of Coins (Change), when reversed: Imbalance and disharmony as a result of upheaval and transformation. Taking one step forward for every two steps back. Chaos caused by the shifting importance of projects and priorities. Industrious yet unreliable actions. Furious activity producing negligible results.

    slow change

  • Human Design

    So Greg and I were talking about Human Design this morning.

    Me: I am a Manifesting Generator, with split definition (thus a semi Projector, as my Mind is not connected to the other centers that are connected).  A Generator has an open aura type, which is enveloping.  It attracts everything to it that it needs, but it also attracts things that are not right for the person.  The Generator is a sacral being, that needs to determine if opportunities are right at a gut level, “uh huh” or “uh uh,” “yay” or “nay.”

    Greg:  Greg is a Projector.  A Projector is able to guide Generators by asking my type good questions of a Yes or No nature, to help me discern what is right for me in my life.

    When a Projector is able to give direction to a Generator, they feel recognized for their gift.  Their aura penetrates and directs.  The problem is when they do this without being asked, then they meet with rejection and feel bitterness.

    http://humandesignhawaii.com  http://jovianarchive.com

    In a relationship with a Projector or Reflector, it is always the Generator who needs to initiate even though their strategy is to wait to respond. A Projector will spend their life waiting to be invited.  Even inviting a Projector to have breakfast with you will light up their day and give them a reason to get out of bed in the morning!  Recognising and inviting a Projector allows them to do their real work of waking up the Generators so that the planet can heal.  The Projector needs to be taught to ask “yes”, “no” questions to the Generators so that they have a chance to check their sacral response.  They have no idea what it feels like.

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      The Cross and Triangle spread is a powerful means of understanding complex situations, developed by the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. This spread is rich in occult and mystical symbolism, and one of our favorites here at Facade. The Haindl Tarot weaves a tapestry of haunting beauty from the traditions of Native America, the Holy Grail, the I Ching, Kabbalah and the Norse Runes, and is the deck of choice for mystics and those seeking enlightenment. If you would like your own copy of the Haindl Tarot, you can buy it now!
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    The first card, the significator, is placed in the center of the cross. This card represents the prime energy manifest in your life. Three of Stones (Work), when reversed: Work not going well. Unemployment. Laziness. 

    Totally, work is not working!

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    The second card, placed above the significator, represents Air. It describes your spirit, process of thought, and the influence of reason. Two of Swords (Peace): Tranquility. Opportunity for prospering.

    Peace during this storm and hopefully after.

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    The third card, placed to the right of the significator, represents Fire. It describes your motivations, creative energies, and the influence of passion. The Fool: Act impulsively. Follow your feelings. Surprise. Wonder. Excitement. Take opportunities that arise.

    This has been a surprise and hopefully opportunity follows.

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    The fourth card, placed below the significator, represents Water. It describes your emotions, meditations, and the influence of love. Four of Swords (Truce): A moment of calm.

    Yes, my love and I are calm.

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    The fifth card, placed to the left of the significator represents Earth. It describes your physical presence, position in life, and the influence of the material world. Six of Wands (Victory): Triumph. Confidence and firm action will lead to triumph. Inspiration.

    It’s clear that I’m going to win.

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    At this point the cross is complete and the triangle is formed. The sixth card, placed on the bottom left of the triangle represents one of two opposing forces. Nine of Wands (Power): Great energy. Arrogance, especially toward those who feel weak. Life’s resiliency.

    Energy and arrogance.

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    The seventh card, placed on the bottom right of the triangle represents the force that opposes the bottom left card. These forces may be external, but they are frequently one’s own inner archetypes in conflict. Alchemy, when reversed: Going to extremes. Excessive behavior. Conserve energy. A person out of control.

    Conserving energy, losing balance.

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    The eighth card, the reconciler, is placed below the cross in the third vertex of the triangle. This is the force that will resolve the conflict between the bottom left and bottom right cards. By meditating on this force and bringing more of it into your life, you can bring the matter at hand to a swifter conclusion than would naturally occur. Seven of Swords (Uselessness): Depression. Possibly, the need to leave a situation for new possibilities.

    Leaving old for new.

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    The ninth and final card, placed in the center bottom of the triangle, represents the final outcome unless you change course. Mother of Cups (Venus of Willendorf): Earthy, plain, honest person. Matriarch. Ancient forces.

    Who I want to be is an earth mother in my own office, with the help of Venus and Tara.

  • Uranus Retrograded into Pisces

    Read about Uranus Retrograde Pisces at ElsaElsa.

    My transits

    Uranus Transits Trine Mercury

    Uranus transits trine Mercury

    *Creative thinking and innovative ideas are key issues now. You are mentally alert and keen, able to absorb new ideas very quickly, and less resistant to new information than usual. This is a time to explore scientific and technological ideas and inventive, progressive, innovative perspectives in any area.

    +A time to have new thoughts and sudden insights and to get an unexpected boost in the way you think, speak, or write. Communications are facilitated, connections of all kinds, news, and so on, are furthered, often at the expense of tradition, established order.

    Uranus Transits Square Venus

    *Upsets and change in your love relationships is the key issue now. A shift in your romantic and sexual energies at this time causes changes in love relationships.

    +Your value system may receive a challenge from a new independent streak that wants to break away and try new things. You may not appreciate the urge to upset and change things that is trying to assert itself. This leads to tension.

    Uranus Transits Square Jupiter
    *A need for excitement, adventure, and fun pervades this time period. Exciting outdoor activities appeal to you now. Ski trips, canoe rides, softball, tennis, swimming, or camping appeal to you now, depending on your tastes and the season.

    +An urge on your part to rebel or break away could affect your career direction or vocation. Your wish to be independent, to try new things, and so on comes at an inappropriate time and could cause real tensions at work.

  • My current Transits

    Mars/Saturn in your 9th

    Mars Transits the Ninth House  

    During this period, you are especially enthusiastic and more bold than usual. Some restlessness and hungerMars/Saturn in your 9th Mars Transits the Ninth House During this period, you are especially enthusiastic and more bold than usual. Some restlessness and hunger for adventure is experienced now. Essentially, you are looking to expand your activities, and you may find that you have a lot of energy for higher studies, travel, or simply new subjects. Negative potentials include being excessively opinionated or getting easily fired up over differences in points of view, or legal fights.

    Mars square/opposition Jupiter

    You may be boastful or arrogant in manner right now, and you tend to overestimate your capabilities. The tremendous energy you have at your disposal now should be used constructively or you might find you are just spinning your wheels. You may be a little too forward-looking, forgetting or ignoring important details. Your ideas or plans may be too big. You may be excitable and competitive. Look before you leap!

    Saturn Transiting the Ninth House

    This period in our lives is generally dedicated to self-improvement. We are developing our ideals and our commitments as transiting Saturn makes its way through our ninth house. Ideals and spiritual goals that we may have taken for granted or worked with for many years suddenly seem superficial or not particularly useful to us. If we have been studying, we must watch for a period of questioning exactly what we are working towards. Does this line of study match our true selves? Some of us begin new studies as we unconsciously prepare ourselves for Saturn’s next house transit. But most of us come face to face with our self-defeating attitudes during this period of time. The ninth house is a fire house, and it has much to do with our outlook, our sense of adventure, and our confidence. It also is associated with our faith, hope, and vision. Although its attachment to such things as higher learning and travel might mean that a Saturn transit to this house will affect these things, but for most of us, it is more about taking a closer look at, and re-assessing, our attitude and confidence. At the beginning of the transit, we may feel a little somber. The blind faith or optimism that may have carried us to date comes up for inspection. Are our belief systems sound? What do we stand for? What kind of future are we working towards, and why? The spirit that drives us and motivates us to move out and beyond the everyday grind comes up for inspection. By the end of the transit, we will have re-worked our spirit, and come face to face with what it is that offers us hope and optimism as well as that which fuels our drive. The initial entrance of Saturn into our ninth house may cause us to question ourselves, but by the end of the transit, if we work hard at self-improvement, we will have replaced our old spirit with a re-generated one. We will be one step closer to knowing where we are headed, and we will have re-built faith in ourselves. A shaky feeling that causes us to sputter and avoid risks will be replaced with a more mature attitude towards adventure and facing the unknown. We let go of self-defeating attitudes that have been holding us back, we recognize exactly where we have been overdoing our expectations, and we find new ways to nurture faith, hope, and vision.

    Saturn Square or Opposite Jupiter

    Transiting Saturn square your natal Jupiter. Here the principle of conservatism is at odds with your need for expansion. You may have to scale back projects to fit the current realities of your financial situation. It is also possible that you may have the resources, but not enough time before an important deadline, so you scale back to meet the deadline. Conservative individuals may be opposed to your ideas or try to inhibit you in some way. At this time you should look for stability. On a spiritual level, this can be a time when your faith is tested.

    Jupiter/Uranus in your 3rd

    Jupiter Transits the Third House

    Educational and communication opportunities present themselves during this cycle. You may increase your knowledge and skills set, and find much enjoyment in so doing. During this long-term trend, neighbors or relatives could be especially beneficial. Your knowledge grows and your ability to disseminate this knowledge sharpens. You express your ideas with more enthusiasm, and they are received well. You are able to understand complex subjects and explain them in such a way that others can readily understand; thus, teaching or authoring may be prosperous now. Opportunities for travel or advanced study may present themselves. This might be a good time to take a course due to the fact that you are more receptive to learning and expanding your knowledge and skills. You may decide to buy a new car, or transportation opportunities present themselves, making it much easier for you to get from point A to point B. You are more cheerful and sociable, and others tend to appreciate your company more as a result. Gifts or opportunities may come through visits, short trips, messages, emails, or they could come through contacts with siblings, classmates, and neighbors. Some sort of positive news or announcement is likely to be part of the picture. If you’re an author, you will find many opportunities and your creative juices flow nicely. If you’re a student, school is especially favored. If you’re in business or trade, you are likely to find sales are especially strong. In general, you find much joy in communicating, learning, and socializing. Particularly if Jupiter transits trine to planets in the seventh and/or eleventh, new friendships or partnerships may be formed now.

    Jupiter Square Jupiter

    Transiting Jupiter square your natal Jupiter. This represents a time of testing of your understanding of the world. You will often run into situations that if you think about them deeply enough, run at cross purposes with your philosophy or religious convictions. This is a time when you can re-adjust your thinking and expand your understanding of the world if you are willing to let go of dogma. If you are at all dogmatic, then this time will pass and about 3 years from now you will be faced with a more abrupt change as the world will be much more at odds with your thinking.

    Uranus Transits the Third House

    You may be easily bored or distracted when it comes to traditional mental pursuits during this cycle. You may pick up a brand new study, for example. You are more attracted to unusual ideas, fields, and concepts. Exposure to new ideas open up new worlds to you. New opportunities to express yourself, particularly through speaking and writing, can suddenly enter your life. You may be communicating more about your past or finding people to relate with more readily. You are likely to make changes in your life that break you out of your usual routines. These changes are unlikely to be jarring or dramatic–quite the contrary! It feels good to break out of your shell a little and to take a few healthy risks. Acquaintances, siblings, or casual friends and communications may be catalysts for this new self-expression. You may make little changes to your personal appearance or to your mannerisms that reflect the changes going on inside, particularly if Uranus is also transiting sextile to your Ascendant.

    Uranus Transits Square Jupiter
    *A need for excitement, adventure, and fun pervades this time period. Exciting outdoor activities appeal to you now. Ski trips, canoe rides, softball, tennis, swimming, or camping appeal to you now, depending on your tastes and the season.

    +An urge on your part to rebel or break away could affect your career direction or vocation. Your wish to be independent, to try new things, and so on comes at an inappropriate time and could cause real tensions at work.

    Pluto in 1st Pluto Transits Through Your First House:

     This starts with Pluto making a conjunction with your Ascendant (see Pluto Transits in Aspect to Your Natal Ascendant) , but the effect can last for years. Usually, you will become more assertive. This is the “Nobody better mess with me” transit. It also can bring suppressed feelings and desires up to the surface, things that you don’t want to face. Some tend to become more domineering with Pluto. Others try to suppress this, but find instead that they seem to attract people who try to push them around. Pluto transiting your first house can also make you more aware of things around you, as well as the motivations of the people with whom you come into contact. No, everything hasn’t changed. You are just more sensitive to things under a Pluto transit of your first house.

    Pluto Transits Trine Jupiter *This time period is a positive one of broadening horizons and expansion. This expansion can take many forms. You are likely to travel more now, and have more exposure to other cultures, life styles, and ethnic groups than usual. +A time during which your career (life path) undergoes a certain amount of change and transformation. You find yourself uninterested in sidetracks — what is not essential. You can really home in on how to solve problems and get where you want to go.

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    06/21/10Mon work
    06/22/10Tues work
    06/23/10Wed work, Greg 8
    06/24/10Thurs work, NA
    06/25/10Fri private clients, CoDA
    06/26/10Sat, Full Moon Capricorn

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    Sun, Dinner at Alexis 6pm, Greg’s AA BD

     

    06/28/10Mon work, Greg to Seattle 
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    07/01/10Thurs work, NA
    07/02/10Fri private clients, CoDA
    07/03/10Sat BBQ at Chris’
    07/04/10Sun, fourth of July

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    07/08/10Thurs work, NA
    07/09/10Fri private clients, CoDA
    07/10/10Sat, Aia 39, Oregon Country Fair

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    07/12/10Mon work
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    07/14/10Wed work, Sun 8 (the lover)
    07/15/10Thurs work, NA
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    07/19/10Mon work, Ama’s 9th anniv.
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    07/22/10Thurs work, NA
    07/23/10Fri  take mom to the coast for weekend
    07/24/10Sat , Mom’s BD

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    Sun, Full Moon, Melissa and Chris’ BD Aquarius

     

    07/26/10Mon work
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    07/28/10Wed work
    07/29/10Thurs work, Hood River county fair
    07/30/10Fri private clients, CoDA, Greg 9
    07/31/10Sat  Jackson Brown concert

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    08/11/10Wed work, Jimmy’s 29
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    08/14/10Sat  visit Pat

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    08/20/10Fri private clients, CoDA, MERCURY Retrograde until Sept. 12
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